Looking back at me i see that i never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win

.....

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold

....

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things that you shouldn't have known
I guess for me there's just no hope
I never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold

I never meant to be so cold...